Despair

(Lyrics & Music Emiel Scholsberg)

I realize my thoughts are fooling me
They rage through a mind I used to know
While fear is slowly fllling up my voids
And tears are troubling my sight

Reality plays tricks on me
Nothing is what it seems to be
Can I stand the gravity
Of this black hole of selfpity
Craving to know, to have and hold faith

There's one thing I can't deny
This pain I feel inside
Alone and scared I've got to face
Existence in a world that betrays

Reality plays tricks on me
Nothing is what it seems to be
Can I stand the gravity
Of this black hole of selfpity
Craving to know, to have and hold faith

Realize my thought are fooling me
It's pain, pure pain I feel

Craving to know to have and hold faith